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The New Chastity

by Brian Ember

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1.
Philadelphia 03:59
I'm bad at leaving you You're not good at being left I still believe in you And all the promises you kept But it's a long fall from up here And it's not right To tell me I can't sleep somewhere else Tonight I search for clarity Through the stained glass of your mind You're seeking charity In all the places I can't find It's a long fall from up here And it's not right To tell me I can't sleep somewhere else Tonight It's a long fall from up here How'd it get so high The air slowly thins But still no sky
2.
Everybody's got a little something going on In their lives That nobody knows about So don't drown me I can't breathe anymore I used to hide my agony with melody Sometimes when she yells at me I just pretend to go to sleep While she's flailing her arms and screams Slapping me and throwing things I turn inside and start to sing I just want it How it used to be I take two bites of my food And then I'm feeling full I can't remember the last time I felt so horrible I used to be full of vigor Not anxiety I want this out of me Can't even tell if I want it How it used to be Everybody's got a little something Going on in their lives That nobody knows about
3.
The only time you ever ask me out Is to apologize Cause you've been hanging out Spending time With other guys I'm so lonely With you What if I told you that I found someone Someone who satisfies That I can finally see the stars again Just in someone else's eyes I'm so lonely With you And now she's gone, but you're still at home And my bed is feeling like a tombstone I'm so lonely With you
4.
I am awake, my eyes are open For the first time In a long time The sun warms my face Your touch excites my arm Your smile clears the fog Our kiss breaks my car I am awake, my eyes are open Please wake next to me
5.
There's no second place For the lines that you trace And your words are the contrast Of dark clouds and sunshine After a storm I stare at the screen, hopefully I swipe but there's nothing there to see It used to be the thing I looked most forward to But now nothing on my phone really matters Because you don't write me no more I've so much to do But I'm thinking of you I know that's a problem But my lizard brain's Having trouble complying My situation is so wrong Although we both knew it We pressed on And now you're gone And I don't know what to do Nothing on my phone really matters Because I don't hear from you
6.
Goodnight, my baby Goodnight, my darling Goodnight, my baby Goodnight, my love Lay down your head And think of me tonight Know that I will be dreaming of you And as the hours pass The waiting seems so small When we sleep through The time we aren't together Goodnight, my baby Goodnight, my darling Goodnight, my baby Goodnight, my love
7.
Why so angry, boy? You got everything you wanted She sits while you make her tea She sleeps while you play your games She comes when you call to her She does everything you want She does nothing at all Why walk past me, boy? You got everything you wanted Your words did their work on me The streets at night are empty There's no one that she's calling to for comfort All you had to do was tell her What she felt And coil your tears Around her neck For control
8.
Four Seconds 04:20
You passed me on the street today And I didn't feel anything. Your eyes don't swallow me anymore (That is a lie) Your mouth does not reveal hidden worlds (I'm lying) There are no colors surrounding you Four seconds cannot enrapture me I can't remember the smell of you And I don't think of you often (I'm lying) You told me things would have to change But you're even farther now Why did you touch me so tenderly? (Was that a lie?) Why did you run from desire? (Why?) Why did you say that you loved me? Four seconds Four seconds Why am I seeing you suddenly When I am trying to forget you? You passed me on the street today And I didn't feel anything I'll keep on driving

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released November 29, 2019

Lead vocals, guitar - Brian Ember
Lead guitar - Jason Sirianni and Bill Readey
Rhythm guitar and banjo (on Four Seconds) - Alex Burnett
Electric Bass - Bill Readey and Tim Borkowski
Drums - Rob Breychak, Mike Nappie (on Eyes), and Kenny Owens (on Friends)
Upright Bass (on Eyes) - Greg Perault
Piano (on Eyes) - Chris Blacker
Brass - John Panos
Keyboards (on Friends) - Fred DiLeone
Organ (on Philadelphia) - Michelle Horsley
Strings - Alexis Thorne, Anjanine Boney, and Laura Klein
Additional Vocals - Anjanine Boney, Daphne Lee Martin and Olivia Joy

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